Yeah, so I'm making a conscious effort to put something on here, so I'll dip for the first time into the barrel of other stuff. Luckily it has to do with this blog, generally.
I start things, and have a hard time following through. Jobs are exciting and fun, then less so, then tedious, then the situation becomes untenable. I'm forced to resign, or should be and not. Same with my writing (and hence the connection to this blog). I've kept at making beats, but it feels more like an obsession than anything else. It's cool, but I'm not making myself do it, I can't NOT do it. Maybe worse?
I'm getting better. Powered through some script, some poetry, some lyrics.
So I'm resolving in this time of resolution to power through a documentary, examining the journey of discovery my sister Nikkutai and I will undertake to learn about our mother. Asinine things like what booze did she drink to kill herself by liver failure at 41 to the bittersweet understanding of what horrible things happened to my mother to cause her to kill herself with alcohol, collapsing in a Montreal park one chilly October morning.
It's going to be hard. Something I might have started and stopped again. Not this time pal. You makka mowie? You betcha.
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You know I think this is a great project and I will help with any artwork or design shizzle my brown friend nizzles ... but all thats going through my mind at the end of the blog ... "and then we'll go back to Vietnam" .. "hey, you makka a movie?" .. "not this time pal!!" pow pow pow
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